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On My Underwater & Bubble Theory
Underwater Context: I'm at a very low point of my life – nothing seems to matter, no one to talk to, don't know what the next move is, I'm free to do anything but don't know what to do. I came up with
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The Same Things Make Us Laugh, Make Us Cry
The quote is from Big Smoke in GTA San Andres, a character that is a homie but then built his own empire and turns his back on the main character, this quote kinda predicts how things turn out in the end of the game. This quote hits hard, especially in
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On "The Magic Is In The Work We Avoid"
I've always been a workaholic, even when the work doesn't bring any value or money. I'm well aware of where the workaholic thoughts within me come from, part of it came from the grinding community and blue pill red pill stuff. But today we
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We always have a choice
I read this a couple of days ago, now i cannot tell where i got this. Now i think that it could be from the "Accept the Universe" channel on Youtube, but i clearly cannot tell from which video. We could grasp this idea from simple thing such
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On Wasting Time
I've always heard people keep telling "Life is short", but how short is it? How could i tell if something is short if i don't have something to compare relatively? I ask this question not trying to sound smart but rather because I'
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On Sharing Progress
I made some progress, only a little in photography - found a person on Facebook who wants to collaborate on taking photo and that's it. Last week, i shared it with my friend in a coffee session because we ran out of thing to say during that conversation,
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On New Situation
I want to change things, change how the day goes by. I want to go out and fuck around but i don't really know where to go and what to do out there. There's no exposure for me out there, i always go to the same
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On New Things And Time
Just got my new phone case, kinda like the same as the previous one. I intended to buy the same as the previous one but couldn't find it, so i bought another one that is similar, the only difference is the texture. The latter has smooth texture but
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On Someone Leaving
I've been thinking about this. I gave myself time to heal, always thinking to myself that i need more time to find myself again. That's okay, i didn't give myself a specific time frame such such as after 1 month, you have to do
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On Dopamine And Wasting Time
Today, I looked back and found that I've been a porn addict for most of my life, I've been trying to quit this for around 10 years but i keep relapsing, it's very depressing. I kept telling myself every new year that i would
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On Ego And Breaking Free From The Good Guy Syndrome
Recently, i observed my thoughts and my act following my thoughts, a lot. My thoughts usually goes this way "ah, there's a pretty girl there, i have to act cool, don't trip, don't talk to her, don't look her in the
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On Perfectionist
I tend to make things perfect, I usually think that it's a good thing because if it's not perfect then it's mediocre. That mindset could work for others but for me it's works a bit different. I have "Nice guy syndrome&