Shibui Meditation

Coding

Esp8266 (NodeMCU) With ST7789 1.3 Inches Module

In the last post, i connected ESP 8266 with ILI9341. However, the rendering speed is quite poor due to the screen being slow, so i had a look at the ST7789 since the rendering speed is faster than the ILI 9341. The ST7789 also uses the SPI protocol to communicate

Coding

Hosting Ghost Inside Docker Container Behind Nginx

I wanted to built a blog so bad but the thing is there are many platform such as Medium and blogger.com Why would i reinvent the wheel just for the sake of writing? Since blogger.com UI is not very "modern" and Medium is blocked in my

Coding

ESP 8266 (NodeMCU) and TFT LCD ILI9341

I bought the Arduino and Esp8266 kit a long time ago but never really touched them till now. This is my first experiment that i wanted to craft a simple proof of concept (POC) in order to make things work. The purpose of this post is to show the matrix

Meditation

The Things In Our Control

I think and wrote about the things that are not in my control a lot but never really think about the things in my control. What if i practice to be able to detach from things that are not in my control, but neglect all the things i could control

Meditation

Stay With The Pain, Don't Shut This Out

In the last month, i found myself trying to escape the pain and discomfort while being at home. At lunch, i reached the phone to open Youtube and tell myself a really stupid reason "It's lunch, i will stop after finishing lunch", turns out lunch takes

Meditation

There's No Perfect Moment. Now And Today Is All I've Got

My friend came and visit me yesterday, the thing is that I've never met before and she will stay at my place for a while. If it was me in the past then i would panic because everything is not perfect – my place is a mess, I'

Meditation

When Someone Trust You, They Actually Giving You Power To Hurt Them

I just came to realize this while writing the other post about "Now and Perfect Moment". But that one friend came to live with me for a while really trusted me. That friend just handed me the power of abandonment without me realizing it. Say, when someone trust

Meditation

If I Keep Thinking Or Writing About Something. Maybe It's A Part Of My Identity

There are people that fought bravely against something. Sometimes, there's a news that a person who has nothing keeps fighting against an organization for years relentlessly. The thing they fought against became their identity, without that thing they would be nothing. When they are being mentioned, it'

Adventure

[Adventure] Biên Hòa Viet Nam - The Nostalgic And Slow City

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Meditation

Future Is An illusion

I keep looking forward to something in the future, the moment it happens, it become the past. "If i pass this exam, i will buy something good for myself". The moment i know i passed the exam, it already passed. Maybe what i really want is the action

Meditation

On Looking Back And Be Good Tomorrow

I just had a look at my old posts, there are posts that i think they are a long time ago but not even a month yet. Is that because there are many things happened in the past month? Or is it because i just lived my life? Good or

Meditation

Unconscious Blame

I learnt that take responsibility and do not blame other people, I'm very well aware of this and have applied it into my life for a while, but maybe i still blame people, i just chose not to talk it out. I will write down 3 examples: The

Meditation

Don't Ask What You Can Expect From Life, Ask What Life Can Expect From You Instead

First of all, asking for meaning in life is an act of passiveness. Suppose life will grant us a purpose but we have to wait a really long time, what are we going to do while waiting? Are we actively reaching out to life or waiting for the purpose to

Meditation

We Don't Change, We Just Become Who We Want To Be

I remember hearing this sentence in a video of "Accepting The Universe" channel on Youtube. I'm not sure if it's really this sentence or the one similar "We just become more of who we really are". If this was me a year

Meditation

On Chances We Don't Take

I will start by this anecdote that i have read somewhere now i cannot remember. A man has an issue with his anger, to the point that it affects his life deeply so he decided to go to the church and pray god to give him the power to not

Meditation

Live Is Too Short Too Waste, Too Long To Suffer, Just Enough To Live

I've been wasting time for a while, and it got worse lately – Instagram and Facebook Short really hit different when I'm alone and have no other coping mechanism. The thing that i realize is that i don't waste a couple of hour like i

Meditation

On Not Wanting To Exist

A couple of days ago, i asked myself what's the point of existing in this life. I was sick and lonely at the time and i didn't know any better than sitting at home and do literally nothing, didn't feel like hitting the gym

Meditation

On My Underwater & Bubble Theory

Underwater Context: I'm at a very low point of my life – nothing seems to matter, no one to talk to, don't know what the next move is, I'm free to do anything but don't know what to do. I came up with

Meditation

The Same Things Make Us Laugh, Make Us Cry

The quote is from Big Smoke in GTA San Andres, a character that is a homie but then built his own empire and turns his back on the main character, this quote kinda predicts how things turn out in the end of the game. This quote hits hard, especially in

Meditation

On "The Magic Is In The Work We Avoid"

I've always been a workaholic, even when the work doesn't bring any value or money. I'm well aware of where the workaholic thoughts within me come from, part of it came from the grinding community and blue pill red pill stuff. But today we

Meditation

We always have a choice

I read this a couple of days ago, now i cannot tell where i got this. Now i think that it could be from the "Accept the Universe" channel on Youtube, but i clearly cannot tell from which video. We could grasp this idea from simple thing such

Meditation

On Wasting Time

I've always heard people keep telling "Life is short", but how short is it? How could i tell if something is short if i don't have something to compare relatively? I ask this question not trying to sound smart but rather because I'

Meditation

On Sharing Progress

I made some progress, only a little in photography - found a person on Facebook who wants to collaborate on taking photo and that's it. Last week, i shared it with my friend in a coffee session because we ran out of thing to say during that conversation,

Meditation

On New Situation

I want to change things, change how the day goes by. I want to go out and fuck around but i don't really know where to go and what to do out there. There's no exposure for me out there, i always go to the same

Meditation

On New Things And Time

Just got my new phone case, kinda like the same as the previous one. I intended to buy the same as the previous one but couldn't find it, so i bought another one that is similar, the only difference is the texture. The latter has smooth texture but