Live Is Too Short Too Waste, Too Long To Suffer, Just Enough To Live

I've been wasting time for a while, and it got worse lately – Instagram and Facebook Short really hit different when I'm alone and have no other coping mechanism.

The thing that i realize is that i don't waste a couple of hour like i used to, but i waste around 20 minutes every hour by switching from whatever i was working on, to check Facebook, Instagram and Youtube. Now i have short attention span. I used to wonder why people could work for hours straight without interrupting, now i wonder the opposite – why can't i focus on one thing only for a long enough time?

I also found that i don't stick to the ideal schedule that i made, but i don't really know if it's really due to this issue, i will have to spend time examining this. If it is, then it's easy because i will delete the app as the last resort and block all the sites. The hard thing is that what if it is not but I actually have something else under the hood? I will have to examine that too.

I also think that i should ask myself the really important question "What do i want to ship to the world today? what value or thing that matter to me / or i think that it matter and what to ship it to the world" then ask the other question by the end of the day "Did you do what you promise to yourself this morning?" If the answer is no, due to something that is unexpected came in the way, that's okay. But i can't find it because it was just me the whole day, then i have to reexamine what i did wrong and the thinking pattern that flakes out all the necessary work from my goal of the day.

This paragraph is written a day after the day i wrote the whole thing above, i feel like i didn't convinced myself enough that life is short because today i still watch Instagram but in a more controlled way. I'm happy with that but the thing i wanted to deliver within a day is not enough because i keep flaking out of the work. The idea that doing something with deep focus makes time goes slower than the feeling that time flies when we lie down watching something on the screen should be embraced