Meditation On Someone Leaving I've been thinking about this. I gave myself time to heal, always thinking to myself that i need more time to find myself again. That's okay, i didn't give myself a specific time frame such such as after 1 month, you have to do
Meditation On Dopamine And Wasting Time Today, I looked back and found that I've been an addict for most of my life, I've been trying to quit this for around 10 years but i keep relapsing, it's very depressing. I kept telling myself every new year that i would quit
Meditation On Ego And Breaking Free From The Good Guy Syndrome Recently, i observed my thoughts and my act following my thoughts, a lot. My thoughts usually goes this way "ah, there's a pretty girl there, i have to act cool, don't trip, don't talk to her, don't look her in the
Meditation On Perfectionist I tend to make things perfect, I usually think that it's a good thing because if it's not perfect then it's mediocre. That mindset could work for others but for me it's works a bit different. I have "Nice guy syndrome&
Meditation On Putting Yourself Out There We have to put ourself out there. But, we don't go back, that's the important thing. For example, there was a party from a relative that my family was invited. If it was me a couple of years ago, i wouldn't come, not because
Meditation Maybe I Just Need To Ask I've always been a wimpy kid, always scared of strangers. Things got worse when i hit puberty, I couldn't talk normally to a girl, and a stranger striking up a conversation would make me anxious. If that stranger happened to be a cute girl, I would
Meditation This too shall pass I've been feeling like stuck in my life for a while. It's been 3 months since the break up and i gotta be honest, it's a mess. Today, i don't feel extremely sad like i used to be, or that i couldn&
Meditation Life is not linear Most of us want to iprove our life, to the point that it's really hard to tell if we are being greedy. We all want to increase the salary over time, bigger house, lower body fat and more muscle, getting richer. Not just material stuff, but even when
Meditation On taking time to think I'm 26 and i have a lot of time. I don't know if i have quarter life crisis or something, but beside my 9-5 remote job, i don't feel like having anything else. I have friends but i only hang out with them sometimes,
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