Meditation

Meditation

There's No Perfect Moment. Now And Today Is All I've Got

My friend came and visit me yesterday, the thing is that I've never met before and she will stay at my place for a while. If it was me in the past then i would panic because everything is not perfect – my place is a mess, I'

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When Someone Trust You, They Actually Giving You Power To Hurt Them

I just came to realize this while writing the other post about "Now and Perfect Moment". But that one friend came to live with me for a while really trusted me. That friend just handed me the power of abandonment without me realizing it. Say, when someone trust

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If I Keep Thinking Or Writing About Something. Maybe It's A Part Of My Identity

There are people that fought bravely against something. Sometimes, there's a news that a person who has nothing keeps fighting against an organization for years relentlessly. The thing they fought against became their identity, without that thing they would be nothing. When they are being mentioned, it'

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Future Is An illusion

I keep looking forward to something in the future, the moment it happens, it become the past. "If i pass this exam, i will buy something good for myself". The moment i know i passed the exam, it already passed. Maybe what i really want is the action

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On Looking Back And Be Good Tomorrow

I just had a look at my old posts, there are posts that i think they are a long time ago but not even a month yet. Is that because there are many things happened in the past month? Or is it because i just lived my life? Good or

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Unconscious Blame

I learnt that take responsibility and do not blame other people, I'm very well aware of this and have applied it into my life for a while, but maybe i still blame people, i just chose not to talk it out. I will write down 3 examples: The

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Don't Ask What You Can Expect From Life, Ask What Life Can Expect From You Instead

First of all, asking for meaning in life is an act of passiveness. Suppose life will grant us a purpose but we have to wait a really long time, what are we going to do while waiting? Are we actively reaching out to life or waiting for the purpose to

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We Don't Change, We Just Become Who We Want To Be

I remember hearing this sentence in a video of "Accepting The Universe" channel on Youtube. I'm not sure if it's really this sentence or the one similar "We just become more of who we really are". If this was me a year

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On Chances We Don't Take

I will start by this anecdote that i have read somewhere now i cannot remember. A man has an issue with his anger, to the point that it affects his life deeply so he decided to go to the church and pray god to give him the power to not

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Live Is Too Short Too Waste, Too Long To Suffer, Just Enough To Live

I've been wasting time for a while, and it got worse lately – Instagram and Facebook Short really hit different when I'm alone and have no other coping mechanism. The thing that i realize is that i don't waste a couple of hour like i

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On Not Wanting To Exist

A couple of days ago, i asked myself what's the point of existing in this life. I was sick and lonely at the time and i didn't know any better than sitting at home and do literally nothing, didn't feel like hitting the gym

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On My Underwater & Bubble Theory

Underwater Context: I'm at a very low point of my life – nothing seems to matter, no one to talk to, don't know what the next move is, I'm free to do anything but don't know what to do. I came up with